thoughts
Do you know what makes me absolutely sick, besides being sick itself. Being pissed/down/upset/depressed, but then again who wouldn’t be. I’d like to see myself in a higher state of being, but i’ve found more and more i can be both, but not take issues to as much heart as i used too. I tend now more than ever to absorb the Bullshit from my daily life and say…’Really?!?’
The one thing i can’t stand however, and have never gotten to ever figure out is the people in my life that i either have a choice to communicate with, or those that i just HAVE TO……
to those people i never understood a lot of things about them. How they instigate in fight with they’re own friends, and on top of that have some ego that is so blown out of proportion that if they were having an out of body experience they’d be so willing to suck they’re own dick. I question also the motives behind people to make it like they can figure out WHO I AM, when i can’t even figure out what direction is best for my own life, but they seem to think i’ve got one side. I’m a mother-fuckin prism.
In a wave of internet social communication i find myself reading up the latest news, and the latest gossip, and unfortunately time and time again facebook posts which i’ve only just recently decided not to hide ANYONE anymore, so i see all the dumb posts…not the games people post to they’re walls…that stays hidden…. *damn right….fuck those spam coated shits* However i see the monotony, and i see the self pleasure one gives to one’s self(s) I haven’t understood it, and i don’t think i ever will, and i find it to be the death of society’s social balance….its tipping, and its tipping bad at an alarming rate. The more i see most of what you people put down online i question whether i myself am so bad off, outside of the fact i still live at home, and don’t have a full time job. I still have my sanity, and with that i will move on to the next section of my life, and i hope to transition one day to a better tomorrow, and i hope to bring those that do not judge what they don’t understand as if i am some sorta institute that you got a grade in.
I’m needed to rant, because i was just so ill with some of the shit i just read, and had to type up this ‘diary-of-sorts-letter’ that probably doesn’t make any sense, because i’m tired and didn’t proof read it….nor should i..because it leaves the collective thought process i had while i typed it. It should be yourself if you have a problem with it to not just brush it off as TL:DR type of situation. Also if you got a negative comment on it…..question the life you live if you made it this far and care to troll me.
A wise cartoon character once said
THAT’S ALL FOLKS!!!!
